I dont , im serious .
in silence , i must have faith .To someone .
I dunwana make it too obvious neither do i wana make it too unobvious too .
I dun dislike / hate / etc U .
Never did ...
i dunno whether you read my blog , bt i stopped reading yours .
Cuz u privated it and i din have the cheek to ask u to allow me into ur blog .
Im sorry tt i gave u that impression that i dislike you . I din mean too .
Its just tt after tryingg so long and so hardd to socialize , i realise i cant .
I can never be in ur circle of frens . If i did i be the outcast , rejected from the bunch .
I'll feel lonely . So slowly , i started closing up . Like a mimosa .. til the day i become unafraid again maybe i'll open up .
Maybe u did try befriending me , blame it on me . Im too insensitive to feel or was it my fear of falling that refrained it all .
Im nt blaming anyone , anything and neither am i blaming you . Im blaming it on myself .
So to anyone who reads this and knows who im talking about , please do tell her or maybe them .
For those who find this childish and imature please do tell me . Blame it all on the fact tt im still 14 .
I do not habour any anger against you nor am i habouring any form of hate ..
Im nt jumping ship (switching church) im just in the process of considering .
Just wana say , all the best . Bring up the youth to the max , and in the future i wana see a church where everyone enjoys themselves and feels welcome . alrights ?
im tearing up now ... sorry .
byes .
Would nt be blogging on blogger that much .
I'll be on tumblr more .
www.waystosmile.tumblr.complease visit ^.^
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